Turn It Down For What

As i sit in my room and recall to mind the start of my journey to enlightenment or shall i say in flamed for i do not considered myself too have reached enlightenment just yet. I can remember the desires to be a preacher and a teacher of the gospel but had no desire to study i felt like i learned so much growing up that i didn't need to study people flocked to the church to hear me preach. I turned up the crowed every sunday im on fire i thought, until after one crowd pleasing day a preacher came up to me he said,(Boy you really preached but you got so excited that i really didn't understand the message maybe you can just turn down the excitement just a little). Well you know what i told him TURN IT DOWN FOR WHAT. I was angry at such a statement only because i knew if i took the yelling and the excitement out of my preaching then they would understand that my knowledge was limited and my sermons the same, they would see that there was no fire just allot of smoke. So i turned my performance up even hire preaching the gospel feeling good with the pats on my back. Until one day i heard two saints after church talking to each other and one ask the other, well sis what did you get out of pastors message? the other saint replied I never really understand him but he so exciting to watch don't you think,. Crushed in my soul, fire has been put out im preaching a gospel of change and no one cares there just there to be entertained. That same preacher came to me and said if you just turn down the excitement a little and study allot you can actually make a change. But again i replied Turn It Down For What. After years of the show people became board of the show that i put on every sunday they began not to want excitement any more they began to desire truth and knowledge in essence i became obsolete the age of the screaming preacher is over so i Turned It Down, For What you might ask, to hear the real voice of Yahweh you see while everything was so exciting i never had time to spend with Yahweh to know his truth i only regurgitated what i heard others say, with the praises being so loud i could never hear his still small voice leading my day i only followed the footsteps of the person in front of me. So as i Turn down the noise and clear out the clutter and began my true journey to enlightenment i found my creator and he wasn't in the excitement he wasn't in the yelling he wasn't even in all the church dancing but he was in me the whole time whispering to my heart leading me to him amd if i would have not turned it down i would have never became free or i would have never heard the truth. So now that im inflamed with his spirit i Must Turn It Up again and preach the gospel that was received in silence but delivered with a trumpet (Yeshua saves) and if you tell me to turn it down now, well you no my reply

TURN IT DOWN FOR WHAT

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